My ‘meh’ face
Okay. So I’ve been here for about a week and a half now and here’s how I’m feeling – meh.
I mean, I don’t know. It’s like I’m in a limbo or something.
Going on to two weeks and I’ve done things but been in the house more than out. Been around Caribbean people more than any others. Been on my computer / phone more than I should.
Now, I know this is all because of me. I haven’t wanted to spend as much money. I’ve wanted to just chill out before my time starts on the ‘real adventure’ (a 23 day bus tour).
But I’ve wondered if I’ve wasted it. Wasted time on my laptop instead of going outside for a walk. Jumped in the car with someone instead of opting to read at home or go to bed early.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve done stuff. But I’m also nudging myself wondering if I should’ve done more.
In the end though, I’m okay with my balance. I’ve ‘traveled’ a lot just to get here – I left Antigua over a month ago. And I really did want/need the time to just “chill”.
With the way my mind works though, it never just “chills”. I’m thinking I should do this or behave like that. But, I gotta learn to be content. Live in the moment, no matter what I’m doing and just enjoy life.
Note to self – Enjoy life.
Put a smile on ya face and keep goin.
Yours truly,
Global Gyal
Date written: February 12th 2018
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